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About my character I really like that I seem to be kind of different to the average girl in my age, at lkeast  at the palce were I life. MNost people say that I have a very interesting view of the world and my thoughts are one time very childish and can be very mature in the next second. Meaning I have very strong personality changes. 

Most people wouild consider me as a diva, arrogant, moody and excentric, but tbh I really like it to be that way. Cause I do it with style.

What do you dislike about yourself?
I have a really fucked up eating-zyclus. I can´t eat much, like, REALLY a little bit only at a time, but I have to eat in the next 1 till 3 or 4 hours again to feel healthy. When I get hungry and can´t eat in the next twenty minutes, I start to suffer an incredible weak feeling and are completely useless until I get fed. Sadly.

Also I have really strong aggressions, strong enough to hurt other people and myself without notiucing, like physically, and I can´t remember a single thing afterwards. I mostly have a complete change of behaviour and personality if I get pissed enough and completely forget myself.

Also I am arrogant without style sometimes and hurt people without my knowledge.

AND I tend to be way to emotional about the problems of people which I don´t even know personally. I build relationships relatively fast and bend myself psychically to the health of these who I consider as friends, which is really easy to become one, to be honest. I suffer really hard and even cry sometimes if some I (even barely) know are in a mentally wrecked state and will try EVERYTHING to make them feel better....which mostly hurts myself, becauswe I don´t know how to deal correctly with people who suffer depressions and such.

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
I talk kind of fast, also I am really hyperactive if i am nervous, which is mostly the case if I meet new people or am going to visit a big event (such as conventions like the FBM). I am often afraid to scare people away due to my noisyness.

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I´m, not religious, neither in my soul nor on paper. I don´t believe in god, but I believe on a higher force, that will make everything go like it is supposed to, eventually. 

Do you drink?
No alcoholic bevarages.

And it stinks.

What are your major fears?
Heights, spiders, (I had a fear of waters for a short time), other girls in my age who belong to the stereotypical class, since IU had really damn fucking bad experiences with this kind of people.

Do you have any dreams or goals?
No. Tbh I don´t. I will take everything the way it comes. This is how it is supposed to.

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Tbh honest, I don´t even know how it feels to have a crush, so I can´t tell, if I ever had one. Maybe I had, maybe I hadn´t,. but no one tells me how it feels like to be flushed as the Homestucks would say, so I don´t know.

Maybe yes.

I´m thinking about if I have one currently.

Who's your best buddy?
I....don´t know if any people consider me as their best buddy...so I won´t link someone, since I don´t want to embarass myself by having a wrong opinion of our relation.

What's your favorite food?
I really like pizza. But My favourite food EVA is nopodles overbaken with melted cheese and bacon. Yummy!

What's your favorite drink?
A bio-limonade that is called Acáo. My older sister calls it Hipster Limonade and I´m okay with that.

Other than that Cola, black tea, green tea, spearmint tea, bluh bluh bluh

What's your favorite color?
Black, silver and blue.

If you had a super power, what would it be?
Shapeshifting into animals and monsters, teleport, flying, and many other things.....NO WAIT

TIMETRAVEL OF COURSE 

What's your favorite movie?

I do not really have one.

What's your least favorite food?
Öhm...no idea tbh

What's the last meal you want before you die?
*shrugs*

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I dont have any mechanic vehicles, so I mostly use public things like busses.

If that doesn´t do it - I have legs to walk or to ride a bike.

What is your most disliked bug?
It´s not a bug, but did I mention my fear of spiders?

Also moths.

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?

I dont really know what you mean by that, but if you mean bad behaviour, than the following: I hate bitchy behaviour without any sense of style, it just makes the nails of my toes curl upwards, eww.

I can´t stand childish screaming and screeching, if someone doesn´t get what they want and many otehr things that I don´t like, but I can´t list them all, honestly.

What do you dislike in life?
That the most of the greatest people i ever talked to life way too far away from me - or that they even aren´t living that far away, but i still have no possibilities to meet them because of my live-circumstances.

To be so damn dependent to the caretakers of my WG.

Not being able to life with my mom...

nor with my whole family...

Being so unfit...

A lot of stuff, but everything will come the way it is supposed to. And if fate wants my dislikes to vanish or my live to get better, than it will. 

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